10th grade has came to a close. And Junior year is up and coming. Looking back, Im happy where I am. Time to make some changes, Focus on school, basketball, and her. Coming into a new school, You kno how that feels... out of place, like your not ment to be. It was a hard adjustment. But I got used to it, basically I screwed up, My main focus coming in to the new school year was to make the basketball team, even tho the skill part of basketball wasent a problem, the grades were, putting not a bit of effort into my studies, care less homework nights, led to a disappointing sophomore year. Thats what let to the, sleepless nights, sleeping in class, lack of focus in class, ditching, etc. Trying to find the right girl for me was a bigger task then doing my homework. =\ And that whole SB dilemma pretty much threw me off the whole time. Late night calls, staying on the phone till we feel asleep, ditching classes, all of that was just a big waste of time. Didnt kno what I was thinking. Its like, Im not ment to have a stable relationship with a girl. 8th grade, I thought it would be good to take 2 years of not having a girlfriend was going to be a good recovery of all the heartbreakers, but thats not the case, its like, you think she could be the one, but you take the time to find out the other side to her, and then you find out your wasting your time, anyways enough of that, oh yeah, the last 2 months of the school year you could say, wait actualy, during basketball season. I saw this one girl play, JV. She was so beautiful, caught my eye like nothing, I lean over to ask my boy, Mark " aye, whos that girl right there, #10 ) he was like, iono, I think her name was susan, I was like, oh. what grade she in, he was like I think shes a sophomore, I was like hmmm. Ive seen her in the halls from time to time. Never had the balls to go up to her, all i tought to my self was, dont do it, shes out of your league bro, let it go, then randomly, I talked to her on myspace. ( Like everyone does to get at a girl )And yea, didnt have a chance anyways lol.
